It's consuming me

It's consuming me, this fear, this expectations, the anxiety is eating my stomach...

Never felt this bad before, it just seems so wrong now, so wrong.

Everytime I think about it I feel like this is the worse kind of torture

This would change everything, would make it all even more complicated and it's too soon.

I said to you I was freaking out here, I called you, I seemed worried and you said you wouldn't come today. I've experienced this before.

And it's not like today is a day like any other, today is our day, our...

And I can't help but think about my fears, about how miserable I feel right now because I can't do anything, I'm helpless, I am a loser...

I love you, that's all my fault.

I love you, that's all your fault.